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 [This week in technology] May 06, 2008 @ 10:13 AM 
 
There have been a lot going on technology-wise over the last week here in the Arndt household/officehold.

Firstly, my new laptop. Again, it's not new new, but it's a replacement. I recently (end of March) got my IBM Thinkpad R50p up and running. It was a fine machine, and I was very happy with it. Until one day, I spotted an eBay auction for a T42p, which is nearly identical in terms of hardware specifications, but its housing is thinner and stronger than the R50p.

I was able to pick that T42p up for great deal, effectively allowing me to swap out my components from the fatter plastic of the R50p to the sleek titanium casing in the new machine. So the end result is a laptop with identical speed, memory, and hard drive space, but it's now in a much nicer case. It's quite a bit thinner, and it's much sturdier, which is really nice.

Also, one big reason I was interested in this laptop is because it has a fingerprint scanner build into the palm rest. It seemed like such a handy (and, to be honest, extremely cool) feature to have. And I have been just having a lot of fun with it!

Obviously, using the fingerprint scanner is what initially got me thinking about the marvel of fingerprints. And it works really well. Instead of typing in my Windows password (or any other password, if I want to set it up this way), I just swipe my finger across the reader, and the laptop uses that to authenticate me. So it's pretty neat! It's great for security, because a finger swipe is much more convenient than typing in a password.



We've also been making upgrades to our in-house network here, and our file-transfer speeds should dramatically increase once we're finished. What we've done is purchased a gigabit switch, which allows speeds up to 1000 Mbps (megabits per second). We have been using a hub that maxes out at 100 Mbps. So in theory, we have just made our network 10 times faster!

It will remain to be seen just what the actual speed difference is, but I'm sure it will be a significant boost. And it will help out big time when we're transferring large files (such as videos) across the network, from computer to computer. Currently, not many of the computers have gigabit network cards, so we can't all take advantage of the increase in speed yet. But those cards are inexpensive, and it is a worthy investment when you are able to instantly give your network a gigantic upgrade.

The CAT5e cables that we have running through the house have a maximum throughput of 1000 Mb (or one gigabit) per second. Until now, though, we had only been using them for 100 Mbps connections, so it's a nice feeling to out those cables to work.



Finally, this last piece of technology news relates to FamTeam itself. We currently use nearly 11 gigabytes (not to be confused with gigabit, which is 1/8 of a gigabyte) of data, when you add up our e-mail, the thousands of photos, all the videos, Dad's Diary entries, archives, and all of the downloadable media, such as the books and audio series.

I had been wanting to set up a daily backup system for safety in the event of a server crash. The problem was, 11 gigs is a lot of data! The thing is, on an average day, we probably only have a few megabytes of data change. It would be a shame to back up all 11 gigabytes every single day when 99.9% of the data has remained untouched. So, what's a guy to do?

Enter rsync, an extremely handy Linux program that is used for synchronizing files/folders on two locations. What it does is the first time you use it, it copies all of the files from Point A to Point B. The next time you use it, though, it only copies the files which have been created or modified since the last synchronization! For us, that means it only copies a few megabytes of data each day, instead of the entire 11 gigabytes that we are using.

This is such a handy feature, because a full backup now can be done in under a minute. In about 20 or 30 seconds, I can have FamTeam synchronized with another web server.

Now, that's great that the backup is so fast and efficient. But if it's not set on some sort of automatic schedule to repeat itself, chances are that I will forget to run the script to back up the data, and then we'd no longer have fresh backups of the site.

Thankfully, the good folks who work on Linux also came up with cron, which is another incredible tool. This one is a scheduler, and basically you set it to run any command (or, in my case, script) at any given time, repeating it when you want. So for our specific case, I have it running every single morning, around 2:00 AM.

So now that the hard work is done, I can just sit back and relax, knowing that everything is backed up daily. Even our database -- which houses the Family Room account information, the blogs (FamTeam Today and this one), Photo Of The Day entries, and Dad's Diary -- is backed up every day! That means, in the very worst-case scenario (say, our current server gets set on fire), then we would only be out one day's worth of data.

Aside from web stuff, I really don't use Linux that much, but I am extremely impressed with its very handy tools, saving so much time and trouble.



So that pretty well concludes our technology wrap-up! A lot has been happening around here, and I'm sure more projects will start up soon. Now that we're migrating to gigabit here in the house, I'm starting to think about the best way to back things up internally. It's a bit harder when you're dealing with ~20 computers and you have terabytes of data, but I'm sure we can come up with something creative.

Tag(s): laptop famteam linux backup technology


 [Full redemption] May 04, 2008 @ 7:38 PM 
 
Psalm 130

If you, O LORD, kept a record of sins, O Lord, who could stand?
But with you there is forgiveness; therefore you are feared.

I wait for the LORD, my soul waits, and in his word I put my hope. My soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen wait for the morning, more than watchmen wait for the morning.

O Israel, put your hope in the LORD, for with the LORD is unfailing love and with him is full redemption.


I just love the idea of full redemption. When you're forgiven, there simply is no catch to it. It's full and complete. Every sin, every offense is just completely purged.

Over and over, I find myself kind of thinking, "Wait a second.. I know God loves me and He forgives me and everything, but look at what I just did! Surely that must disqualify for me... or something."

Then I read something like this which just reminds me that this forgiveness covers everything. There's nothing partial or incomplete. It's just such a comforting feeling to realize that God forgives me, in spite of the mess I made.

This, obviously, applies to people who are truly repentant of their sins, who are through with them, who don't want to have anything to do with them. It says in Psalm 51: A broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. It's just so great to know that when we come to God broken and repentant, that He is merciful.

Thanks to Jesus dying for our sins, we can really have full redemption -- period. What an amazing truth.

Tag(s): amazed grace


 [Fingerprints] May 01, 2008 @ 11:27 PM 
 
Sometimes, it can be the most random things that make me just stop and stand in awe of our God. Sadly, it's so easy for me to lose sight of how amazing He is, how powerful, how... just incredible.

I was using a fingerprint reader on a laptop today (more on that later), and it just got me thinking when I realized that once I scanned my prints, that the computer will only accept my fingerprints, and nobody else's -- which, obviously, is the idea of a fingerprint scanner.

I then looked at my fingers and was just amazed to realize that they are totally unique to me. I have been studying them, and I can definitely see the different ridges and patterns, but I'm just impressed that these fingers are like no others. They look fairly ordinary, but to know that my prints are mine and mine alone, it's just kind of amazing.

To be honest, if I had never heard of the concept of fingerprinting, I never would have even imagined that my fingers basically contain my calling card! I mean, my fingers are pretty flat and fairly smooth, so I would never imagine that by simply placing my hand on something, that I'm leaving behind a tracking number, essentially.

Obviously, we all are now aware of fingerprints and how that works, but it just really, really struck me once I actually saw it in use. I scanned my right index finger over the fingerprint reader, and the computer logged me in. I had some of the other guys do the same thing, and... denied.

It's things like this that make me wonder what else God has built into us that we don't even have the slightest clue about. Fingerprints were here from the beginning. So was DNA. What else is there? We're just so amazingly complex. What an intricate design.

It may sound strange, but just kind of seeing the fingerprint scanning in action made me just all the more floored by God's creation, and I really can more easily understand how the God of the entire universe could still care about me. Somehow, just knowing that I'm a totally unique creation, it just really hit me that I'm not just one of billions of people on this planet. No, God fashioned me, and He gave me my own serial number, if you will. There will never be another me, and He made me for a reason, with a purpose in mind. And He gave me the ability to phone home.

Psalm 139

For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth your eyes saw my unformed body.

All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.

How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand.


I love reading that! And I just love the idea of being knit together. I wasn't just stamped out in a smoggy factory! I was handmade... by the same hands that made the world. Pretty amazing.

Tag(s): amazed


 [Average, schmaverage] April 14, 2008 @ 11:41 PM 
 
So we're only three games into the season, and already I think I'm going to retract what I said a week ago, in regards to setting goals for this year's softball season. The biggie for me was I had set an official goal to try to end the season with a .625 batting average or higher. I finished last year at .617, so that's definitely doable, although it wouldn't be easy.

Anyway, I realized during our second game of the year, that maybe I should rethink this whole approach. I can see right now what's going to end up happening over the next several months if I stick to this goal. I'll be keeping a very close eye on my batting average. Every out I make, I'll worry a little bit. When I start a game 0-2, I'm going to feel really pressured to get a few hits in a row. If I go 0-4 in a game, that'll be a disaster.

Basically, if I have this goal, I'm going to be sucking a lot of the fun out of the game. Also, I think it's bound to affect my approach to the game. Instead of possibly cutting loose and just trying to cream the ball, I might go for a safer base hit. I might become satisfied with base hits when I could be ripping doubles and triples.

So I'm deciding to officially to remove that goal, and I'm just going to have FUN this year. I'm going to try to not pay that close attention to my batting average. I'm going to just try to enjoy myself out there. I'm still going to try very hard, and hopefully my average WILL be good, as a result of me playing hard. But I'm just not real happy with the idea of having this standard that I'm going to constantly be checking myself against. If I finish the season above .625, terrific! If I finish below, that's okay, too. The main thing is I want to have fun. I don't want to worry about making an out. I just want to play my best all year, and then at the end of the season, if I want to then I can crunch my stats.

I am still hoping to improve quite a bit this year, but I am not going to let it come in the way of having fun! Fun comes first here, and that's something that I need to remind myself, as I am very competitive on the field. If I'm not having fun, then who cares how well I'm doing or if we're winning games? No, fun has got to come first!!

Speaking of fun, tonight's softball game was just extremely fun. We had a slugfest, and we ended up winning 18-17 thanks to a seventh-inning rally. And so far, my free and easy approach has been promising -- I batted 4-4 with two homers today. Emoticon And, to be totally honest, I don't even know what my batting average is now. I'm making it a point to just not think about that right now. I'd rather just try to pound the ball. It's just much funner that way!

Tag(s): softball


 [Going all-in] April 14, 2008 @ 12:49 AM 
 
Lately, I think I have been understanding more clearly just what exactly it means to put faith in God. I think most Christians would say that they trust God, that they want to follow Him. That's definitely me. I want to trust God in everything, to have complete faith in Him.

The problem is, I'm finding that the trust doesn't always come so naturally to me. I will say without hesitation that I trust Him completely. But do I really? My actions are probably the best way to judge that, and I am still constantly finding my own self getting in the way, getting worried, and trying to take care of things on my own -- instead of trusting what God has promised.

I'm far from where I want to be as far as trusting God, but even with that, I think I am still learning what it means to actually have faith in Him, to actually lean on Him. So often, I want to technically be trusting in God, yet I still want something tangible to grab on to, some solution that I can envision -- "just in case."

But when I read the Bible, I realize that that's not real faith! In Romans, Paul wrote:

But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.

What I am understanding is that genuine faith in God means, really, having no backup plan. And the reason I'm understanding it is because I'm living it right now! In many different areas of my life, I can get scared and think, "God, I think I'm following You; I think this is what You told me to do. If not, though, I really am making some mistakes."

There are these areas where I have no failsafe plan, no backup. If my trusting in God was in vain, then I've just wasted a lot. But I guess this is what genuine faith is -- it's believing something that God has said without knowing just how in the world He will make it come to be.

For a long time, I have always had the idea of faith, and I knew that, yes, we should be trusting in God for everything, and, yes, we should be yielding our plans and our desires to His plan for us. But now I'm actually getting a chance to practice it, and it ain't easy! It really isn't, because it's like jumping out of a plane with no parachute, only the promise that we'll land safely.

But I guess there's no way to have "safe faith," meaning possessing enough faith to please God and to "get credit" as being a faithful person, while still retaining that Plan B, that savings account... just in case God doesn't pull through.

So with a lot of areas in my life, it's like a double-or-nothing bet, or going all-in on a poker hand. It's kind of a scary feeling to not be in control but to just kind of do what I think God is saying without necessarily seeing how all of the dots connect. It means going against what I think might be the logical approach to an issue. It means trusting God's reasoning more than I trust my own.

I believe, though, that the only way to trust God is to do so completely. So that's what I'm trying to do. I'm praying that He will help me rely on Him and submit everything to Him.

This is hard, because I'm a thinker. I like to think about logical and safe approaches to any given issue. It's not real comfortable for me to just let go completely and trust God. But I really know that this is the only way to do it. I have to make myself vulnerable in order to genuinely trust Him. There's just no way to trust Him without, well, trusting Him.

So, yeah, it is kind of hard, to be honest, because I can get scared and think, "Wow, what if I'm wrong here? What a fool I'd have been!" But I do know that God is so completely trustworthy, and when I remind myself of that, the worries turn to excitement. For anybody who's played poker, you know it can be a really scary feeling to push all of your chips into the pot. But when you know you're holding the winning hand, suddenly you're not scared anymore, and you start to feel pretty good. Emoticon

Tag(s): faith trust


 [0-1] April 07, 2008 @ 11:24 PM 
 
Posting from: The new laptop, with its loud fan

I went 0-1 tonight with a walk in a loss. Nuts. Bad start! That's okay, though. It's a long, long season. I wasn't expecting to bat 1.000, after all. Emoticon And, my one out was a well-hit ball on a high and inside pitch that I really had no business swinging at. It was a 2-1 count, and that was going to be a third ball, I'm pretty sure. It was my first AB of the year, and I was just not as selective as I should have been.

Tomorrow's a new day, though! Here's hoping for a hit... or three. Emoticon

Tag(s): softball


 [Let the games begin] April 06, 2008 @ 11:58 PM 
 
Well, here we are! It's April 7th, 2007, which is Opening Day for our men's softball league. We actually play in three 18-week leagues, with games on Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday evenings. The season will take us into mid-August, and then after that, we typically will play in another seven-week fall season, which puts us near the beginning of November, usually.

All in all, we have roughly 70 or 80 games to look forward to over the next several months. And I just can't remember being so excited to play in such a long time. I mean, I always look forward to the softball season starting up again, but this year especially I have just been really giddy.

At the beginning of last year, I had written about a goal I had set for myself to manage to bat .600 in 2007. Well, I didn't know if I would actually be able to come through with it, but I ended up batting .617, which is by far my best average ever. I also had 17 home runs and 122 RBI.

I have been thinking about setting a new goal for myself, but I want it to be reasonable, reachable. I thought about .650, but realistically, that will be hard. I honestly don't know if I can do that. Let's say .625, okay? That's five-for-eight, five hits out of every eight at-bats. That's doable, I think. It would be very hard, but I think I can make it. I think there's an outside shot I can even hit that .650. But I guess my official mark will be .625.

I also suspect my power numbers are going to go up quite a bit. I don't want to get ahead of myself, but I have a few things working for me: One, they are using better balls this season -- softballs that fly farther, basically. Two, Paul and I bought a bat, an old favorite of ours, that we think is one of the "hottest" bats around. Thirdly, this offseason, I have been working out more intensely than I ever have in any other offseason. And I just think that I have got to be stronger now than I was in 2007, and that should lead to more hits, more RBIs, and more home runs.

So I'm pretty excited to get things underway! I know I set these goals and analyze the stats and all, but really, it's just a lot of fun. To be out there, playing with the family, playing against teams, getting exercise, hitting the ball around -- it's just great fun.

I am very competitive and obviously want to win, but I try to keep this part of me in check. If I can't lose and still have fun, then I think I'm taking it too seriously. After all, we are still paying to play a game. Although I definitely want to win, I need to constantly remind myself that it is more important to stay loose and have fun. You don't ignore the problems, but you manage to have fun while still constantly trying to do better. I really would rather bat .300 (which isn't real good in softball) and have a great time than bat .800 (which is, like, very good) and be so tense.

So, here we go. Emoticon Time for another year of softball! Let the games begin.

Tag(s): softball


 [Thank You] April 02, 2008 @ 11:16 PM 
 
The other day, Jude and I were talking about our life and just how incredibly much we have to be thankful for, how many things we just take for granted day-in and day-out. We have so many conveniences, it's amazing. We really have it just so good.

I'm in a house -- a solid house. This house doesn't blow over from the wind, water doesn't pour in during a storm, and we have precious few bugs crawling around. In this house, we have electricity. That means lights, as if it were daylight, any time.

We have air-conditioning and heating. When it's 99 degrees outside, we're nice and cool inside! When it's zero degrees outside, we're nice and warm. It's amazing.

We have plumbing! Indoor restrooms! Running water! Showers. Hot water on demand! Pure drinking water... whenever we want it.

We have a refrigerator a freezer, a microwave, and an oven! Food stays fresh. We can have ice anytime we want! We can have a hot meal in minutes.

We have TVs. Yeah, more than one TV! We have a satellite dish, which brings us more channels than I can keep straight or even have the time to start to explore. But there are hundreds and thousands of shows and movies available for my entertainment.

We have phones. Landlines and cell phones. Anybody, anywhere can enter in 10 digits and get in touch with us. Thanks to the cell phone, anybody in the world can literally get a hold of me within seconds, no matter where I am.

And we have this thing called the Internet. Within milliseconds, I can connect to anywhere in the world, look up anything, stay in touch with people, and do a million other things. And, thanks to wireless networking and laptops, I can do that wherever I want, even from my own bed.

I am so incredibly blessed. I'm so rich. How in the world could I ever complain about not having enough, about needing more? It makes no sense, yet I find myself doing that all of the time. God, please help me realize just how blessed I am. Help me not take these things for granted, not to assume that I'll always have them. Help me be thankful day-in and day-out.

Thank You, God. I have it so good. Help me not forget this. And this is just in regards to this house. There's also my family, job, friends, and so on.

I... really have some thanking to do. Emoticon

Tag(s): thankful


 [It came! It finally came!!] March 31, 2008 @ 12:17 AM 
 
Major League Baseball season is underway!! The Braves lost to the Nationals (unfortunately) this evening to kick off the "real" start of the 2008 season. And I just couldn't be more excited! Emoticon

The rest of the league gets underway on Monday. For some reason, I have just been so anxiously looking forward to baseball and softball this year. Well, baseball is here, and softball is right around the bend. Starting next Monday, we'll be playing three games a week until, well, probably October or November. Lots of ball. Emoticon

Back to the Majors. For those who don't know, I'm a Braves fan. I love the Braves. This year, I'm actually really excited about them!! They seem to have a great team. If their guys can stay healthy, I think this will be a fun year. Chipper Jones, Mark Texeira, Jeff Francoeur, and Brian McCann in a row is a very, very appealing part of the lineup.

Having Tom Glavine rejoin the Braves is pretty neat, too! A rotation with he, Tim Hudson, John Smoltz, and Mike Hampton sounds very promising, too -- again, if they can stay healthy.

Ah, I love sports! Fun to watch, and fun to play! Emoticon

Tag(s): baseball softball


 [My (sort of) new laptop!] March 27, 2008 @ 11:50 PM 
 
Well, I couldn't be prouder. She weighs six pounds and 13 ounces. She is 15 inches, is very dark, and is just the cutest little --

Okay, well, I'm talking about my new laptop. Not new new, but new to me. New enough for my needs. After all, I have a pretty powerful desktop computer that I built last year which handles most of my heavy lifting.

This is an IBM Thinkpad R50p. Spec-wise, it's nearly identical to my old Toshiba Tecra -- Intel Pentium M processor at 1.7 GHz, two gigabytes of RAM, similar storage space. Weight-wise, we're pretty similar, although this guy might be a little lighter than the Tecra. They both have Windows XP Pro, both have built-in microphones (quite nifty, by the way).

Now, this Thinkpad has a couple of nifty features. For one, it has a lovely, just lovely, 15-inch 4:3 display. That's actually larger than the 15.4-inch widescreen (or 16:9) display on the Tecra. Resolution-wise, there is no comparison! That was one major, major draw. This baby has a resolution of 1600x1200 pixels, as compared to the Tecra's 1280x800. Do the math, and you'll see that I almost have TWICE the amount of coverage. 1600 x 1200 = 1920000, and 1280 x 800 = 1024000.

So the display is pretty cool. I'm liking it a lot. Two other big advantages found in this laptop are the built-in Bluetooth (which is just super for me), and the nifty ThinkLight, which is a tiny, tiny light built into the top of the LCD lid that shines down on the keyboard, illuminating it in the dark. It's pretty neat.

Unfortunately, there are a couple of downsides to this. One somewhat major one is the loss of Firewire. The Tecra has an integrated four-pin Firewire port. Also, the Tecra has a memory card reader, something this doesn't. Both of those features can be added later, but it's too bad that neither of them are neatly integrated into the computer itself.

Oh, and now that I think about it, I also lose my DVD burner (replaced with a CD burner), but I may upgrade this one to a DVD burner. So that may end up being a wash.

And the final three things I miss about my Tecra are keyboard-related:

#1 - The first is just the placement of the left control key. For some strange reason, IBM saw fit to move it from the corner, the border, of the keyboard, and instead put a function key there. This means that it's harder to locate the control key by feel, making it more difficult to do keyboard shortcuts, such as Ctrl + C and Ctrl + V for copy and paste.

#2 - Speaking of the function key, I'm glad it exists, but I loved the setup on the Tecra, because it allowed me to assign all sorts of keyboard shortcuts to the function key. For instance, Fn + F would open up Firefox; Fn + W would launch something like Microsoft Word. It was just a really handy thing to have, and unfortunately, this function key doesn't allow those shortcuts.

#3 - No Windows key. Seriously! No stinking Windows key! Now, that is a problem, because I use the Windows key all the time. I'm constantly hitting Win + E, Win + F, Win + R, Win + Break -- all extremely useful Windows shortcuts. But, for the strangest reason, IBM hasn't added the Windows key, when it is on virtually every other laptop out there. But, I found this nifty little program called AutoHotkey, which essentially lets me have the Caps Lock key work as the Windows key, and so I have all of my wonderful, time-saving shortcuts again.

So that's about it! In the end, I'm thrilled to have this computer. Most of the downsides are negligible, and there's a workaround for every single one of them. So I'm a pretty happy camper. Emoticon

I have to admit, It's times like this that I feel exceptionally geeky. Emoticon Some people might wonder why in the world it matters to have, say, a Windows key, or why the location of the control key makes any difference. Well, for me, it's stuff I use over and over and over day-in and day-out, so it really slows me down if I'm all of a sudden without one of my time-saving shortcuts. If you know how to use different keyboard shortcuts, and if you're more of a power user on the computer, you can save an incredible amount of time and effort.

Well, I can go on and on about my baby. But, she's tired, and she should take a nap. If she goes too long without sleep (or being plugged in), she starts fussing and isn't very cooperative.

Tag(s): technology laptop computers


 [Apple's Safari] March 25, 2008 @ 6:22 PM 
 
I just recently learned that Apple's browser, Safari, is now available for Windows. So I went on over to the Apple site, downloaded it, and installed the browser on my computer. I fired it up and played around with it for a few minutes.

Well, I'm now uninstalling it. It just... is not very impressive, from what I've seen so far. Visually, it's kind of an unsightly gray, and it just doesn't seem to hold a candle to Firefox in terms of ease of use or speed.

Firefox, by far, is just the absolute best web browser I've ever used. To date, there have just been no alternatives that are even close to its functionality, flexibility, and features.

If a better browser ever came along, I would happily use it. In fact, that's a reason that I downloaded Safari, to give it a shot. But so far, none of the three major competitors of Firefox's -- Internet Explorer, Opera, and Safari -- seem to be anywhere close to where Firefox is at the moment, at least for the way I browse the web.

Tag(s): technology


 [My knee hurts!] March 23, 2008 @ 11:35 PM 
 
My knee hurts. Yep, the right knee, the one that underwent the surgery back on November 7th of 2007. It hurts in pretty much the same area of my torn medial meniscus, which was partially removed. It's not a severe pain, but it does hurt. I do know exactly why it hurts, though!

We're just wrapping up Easter. It was a wonderful day. After our morning service, which was just great, we headed over to my dad's parents' house for an Easter lunch. After spending a few hours there, we went to a get-together with Mom's side of the family. Since Mom is one of 10 kids herself, there are many cousins, aunts, and uncles.

Later in the afternoon, we ended up getting a dodgeball game together. It was fairly cold outside, but with all of the constant moving around during the game, the cold weather really didn't seem to bother anyone who was playing.

At one point, we must have had 30 or 40 of us playing -- just in a big circle, launching the ball, slipping on the grass, and laughing a lot. There were plenty of little kids having a ball, and us bigger kids were probably having just as much fun!

It was just a really neat atmosphere. Everybody is family -- whether a brother, aunt, parent, or cousin -- and everybody is just having the best time! What really struck me is that I guess I never considered old-fashioned dodgeball to be a particularly cool thing to play, particularly as an adult. I mean, we played it in grade school during recess, but it has just never been a super-cool sport, in my opinion -- especially as I got older. Kind of a kiddie game!

But what I loved about today is that.. nobody seemed to take the time to think about whether it was cool or not. All we knew is that we were having a grand old time. And what was great is that there was no pressure to try to impress anybody. You could basically just let go and have fun.

Seriously, it was just really neat. I think that's the great thing about family, is that you get to just be yourself, and you don't have to worry about what people are going to think of you, if you're impressing them, if they're going to accept you.

I'm just realizing more and more that family is awesome. We just had the best time jumping around, getting nailed by the ball, tearing up the grass. It was a silly game, maybe even a kid's game, but we just played for hours, until it got too dark to play.

So, yeah, my knee is griping at me for jumping around so much. I wish it didn't hurt, as my left knee is pain-free, but I can say without hesitation that this was well worth it!

Tag(s): knee thankful family


 [Death has been swallowed up in victory!] March 22, 2008 @ 11:59 PM 
 
All of 1 Corinthians 15:

1Now, brothers, I want to remind you of the gospel I preached to you, which you received and on which you have taken your stand. 2By this gospel you are saved, if you hold firmly to the word I preached to you. Otherwise, you have believed in vain.

3For what I received I passed on to you as of first importance[a>: that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, 4that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures, 5and that he appeared to Peter,[b> and then to the Twelve. 6After that, he appeared to more than five hundred of the brothers at the same time, most of whom are still living, though some have fallen asleep. 7Then he appeared to James, then to all the apostles, 8and last of all he appeared to me also, as to one abnormally born.

9For I am the least of the apostles and do not even deserve to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God. 10But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace to me was not without effect. No, I worked harder than all of them—yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me. 11Whether, then, it was I or they, this is what we preach, and this is what you believed.
The Resurrection of the Dead

12But if it is preached that Christ has been raised from the dead, how can some of you say that there is no resurrection of the dead? 13If there is no resurrection of the dead, then not even Christ has been raised. 14And if Christ has not been raised, our preaching is useless and so is your faith. 15More than that, we are then found to be false witnesses about God, for we have testified about God that he raised Christ from the dead. But he did not raise him if in fact the dead are not raised. 16For if the dead are not raised, then Christ has not been raised either. 17And if Christ has not been raised, your faith is futile; you are still in your sins. 18Then those also who have fallen asleep in Christ are lost. 19If only for this life we have hope in Christ, we are to be pitied more than all men.

20But Christ has indeed been raised from the dead, the firstfruits of those who have fallen asleep. 21For since death came through a man, the resurrection of the dead comes also through a man. 22For as in Adam all die, so in Christ all will be made alive. 23But each in his own turn: Christ, the firstfruits; then, when he comes, those who belong to him. 24Then the end will come, when he hands over the kingdom to God the Father after he has destroyed all dominion, authority and power. 25For he must reign until he has put all his enemies under his feet. 26The last enemy to be destroyed is death. 27For he "has put everything under his feet."[c> Now when it says that "everything" has been put under him, it is clear that this does not include God himself, who put everything under Christ. 28When he has done this, then the Son himself will be made subject to him who put everything under him, so that God may be all in all.

29Now if there is no resurrection, what will those do who are baptized for the dead? If the dead are not raised at all, why are people baptized for them? 30And as for us, why do we endanger ourselves every hour? 31I die every day—I mean that, brothers—just as surely as I glory over you in Christ Jesus our Lord. 32If I fought wild beasts in Ephesus for merely human reasons, what have I gained? If the dead are not raised,
"Let us eat and drink,
for tomorrow we die."[d> 33Do not be misled: "Bad company corrupts good character." 34Come back to your senses as you ought, and stop sinning; for there are some who are ignorant of God—I say this to your shame.
The Resurrection Body

35But someone may ask, "How are the dead raised? With what kind of body will they come?" 36How foolish! What you sow does not come to life unless it dies. 37When you sow, you do not plant the body that will be, but just a seed, perhaps of wheat or of something else. 38But God gives it a body as he has determined, and to each kind of seed he gives its own body. 39All flesh is not the same: Men have one kind of flesh, animals have another, birds another and fish another. 40There are also heavenly bodies and there are earthly bodies; but the splendor of the heavenly bodies is one kind, and the splendor of the earthly bodies is another. 41The sun has one kind of splendor, the moon another and the stars another; and star differs from star in splendor.

42So will it be with the resurrection of the dead. The body that is sown is perishable, it is raised imperishable; 43it is sown in dishonor, it is raised in glory; it is sown in weakness, it is raised in power; 44it is sown a natural body, it is raised a spiritual body.
If there is a natural body, there is also a spiritual body. 45So it is written: "The first man Adam became a living being"[e>; the last Adam, a life-giving spirit. 46The spiritual did not come first, but the natural, and after that the spiritual. 47The first man was of the dust of the earth, the second man from heaven. 48As was the earthly man, so are those who are of the earth; and as is the man from heaven, so also are those who are of heaven. 49And just as we have borne the likeness of the earthly man, so shall we[f> bear the likeness of the man from heaven.

50I declare to you, brothers, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God, nor does the perishable inherit the imperishable. 51Listen, I tell you a mystery: We will not all sleep, but we will all be changed— 52in a flash, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, the dead will be raised imperishable, and we will be changed. 53For the perishable must clothe itself with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality. 54When the perishable has been clothed with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality, then the saying that is written will come true: "Death has been swallowed up in victory."[g>

55"Where, O death, is your victory?
Where, O death, is your sting?"[h> 56The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law. 57But thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.

58Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.


I love that phrase, "Death has been swallowed up in victory"! Sin has been defeated! Jesus conquered the grave. What an awesome thought!



 [Good Friday] March 21, 2008 @ 9:10 PM 
 
Matthew 27:27-31

27Then the governor's soldiers took Jesus into the Praetorium and gathered the whole company of soldiers around him. 28They stripped him and put a scarlet robe on him, 29and then twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on his head. They put a staff in his right hand and knelt in front of him and mocked him. "Hail, king of the Jews!" they said. 30They spit on him, and took the staff and struck him on the head again and again. 31After they had mocked him, they took off the robe and put his own clothes on him. Then they led him away to crucify him.

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50And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his spirit.

51At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. The earth shook and the rocks split. 52The tombs broke open and the bodies of many holy people who had died were raised to life. 53They came out of the tombs, and after Jesus' resurrection they went into the holy city and appeared to many people.

54When the centurion and those with him who were guarding Jesus saw the earthquake and all that had happened, they were terrified, and exclaimed, "Surely he was the Son[e> of God!"


Don't let the crucifixion lose its power. Jesus was killed, and it wasn't pretty. He wasn't just put to death as true criminals are these days, very humanely. No, He was beaten, whipped, struck, spat on, insulted, and then had those spikes driven through Him, hanging on the cross for hours until, finally, He died.

It was very real. Just imagine what the people thought who were actually there. They didn't know what was going on. They didn't know how things would turn out. Imagine how chaotic it must have been, how terrible. Here is Jesus, the Son of God, being beaten, humiliated, and finally killed.

And let's make sure to remember why this happened:

Isaiah 53:5-6

But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.

Really, it had to happen, due to us. If we weren't guilty, if we hadn't broken the law, then there would have been no need for this, and Jesus wouldn't have died.

Let's make sure that we don't ever let the cross lose its power.



 [It's all about Jesus] March 17, 2008 @ 11:18 PM 
 
I've been thinking recently about what to write. And while I have a good list of ideas for topics (in fact, a good dozen or so), something just came to me today that I want to get out before I forget it.

It's just summed up in one sentence: It's all about Jesus.

That's it, and that's what every person in the world should realize. When we get past religion, get past denominations, get past formalities, and get past prejudices, then we realize that, when you get to the unfiltered truth, it's such a simple thing. I don't want to complicate it or attach anything to it.

It's as simple as this: We're sinners -- you, me, Mom, Dad. The punishment for sin is hell. Therefore, we're in trouble, as we are guilty. We broke the law.

Jesus died to take those sins, so that we can be forgiven. Romans 8:1 says, "Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death."

And that's it, really. We're free. If this news doesn't just make us fall so in love with Jesus, then we really need to examine ourselves.

That's just why I love God so much, and I want to obey Him. Yes, I fail all the time, but I can tell you honestly that I want to make Him happy.

I don't think I'm very religious or a good person, even! I'm just somebody who has been set free and is eager to spread the word to other people so that they might, too, be free. Certainly not because of me or my influence, but because of what Jesus did and His amazing love for you and me.

So make sure you remember this: It really is all about Jesus. Don't forget that. Don't forget that there was a reason He died on the cross. Don't forget that it really happened.

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